Victoria Vixta Amy Langley

How do I? I still dont know how, but i do no that i will never stop loving you and will cry every
day until we are together again. I love you Vicky, always did and always will, you were one of the
good things, along with James that I had in my life.

The day Vicky was born, I remember the midwife saying 'this ones been here before' She never cried
just looked around as if she was taking it all in. She showed her personality as soon as she took
her first breath. People would stop to look at her and say what a beautiful baby she was. She grew
into a beautiful young girl.

She was so close to her grandparents, they were like her parents along with me. Her brother James
was so close to his little sister. She always enjoyed life, to her life was having fun, and she got
so angry if she thought anybody was getting in the way.

At school she was really bright, and I feel eventually she would have got good qualifications, and a
decent life. She had a dog called Charlie, who she loved, even if the novelty of taking him for a
walk wore off, and I ended up taking over the dog walking. I did get fit though, so she did me a
favour really.

Vicky passed away suddenly 1 week after her 14th birthday. Nobody will ever truly understand why
she had to leave this way. Vicky was a beautiful young woman, very popular,she had the most
gorgeous singing voice, which she spent her life doing, in between winding people up. She had the
best sense of humour, and could imitate anybody she saw or met. Even if she was being cheeky, five
minutes later she would have you crying with laughter, a real comedian. She could have been a master
forger, as she could forge anybodies signature, and could remember numbers after hearing them just
once.

Life for Vicky was all about having fun, and she loved a party, she could keep party going until the
early hours as she never seemed to tire. But if you knew Vicky you knew the fun she was. I
remember on holiday in spain, every one went to bed, and Vicky made me stay out with her. We had
such fun, walking down the street singing, and holding hands. It was the early hours when we got
in, and then we lay in bed laughing, it was a brilliant night, I will never forget it. But we had
many brill nights, we were so close,

She has a brother James, who misses his little sister everyday. I'm sure she watches over him.

My life has changed completely now that she is gone, for she truly was my best friend, my nickname
for her was mini me, as we were so alike.

She must of had the most untidy bedroom in winsford. she could change clothes 5 or 6 times a day,
the washing was never ending, god I miss that washing.

Its hard to see her friends growing up, getting jobs, and babies, I often wonder what vicky would
have done when she left school. When she was younger she said she was going to join the army and
drive a tank, I wonder if she would have.

I know all of vics friends miss her, not as much as I do, I feel I just go through the motions of
life until the day we are reunited. Vicky's grandparents have also been affected by this tragedy.


She was my darling daughter, and the best friend ever, I will love you until the end of time. Loves
hugs, and kisses mum x x x x x x x

It seems like only yesterday,
i rocked you on my knee,
With dreams about the future and
what your were going to be.

You were so bright and happy
such a precious little girl,
you gave your love to everyone,
And filled our hearts with joy.

Strangers would admire you
And stop to say "hello"
Such a precious little girl,
"She'll break a lot of hearts you know", they said
"in twenty years or so".

But less than twenty years from then,
what they said came true,
As we were forced against our hearts to say goodbye to you,

A life so short and so unfilled,
With so much left to go,
"Why oh why?" we ask ourselves,
when we all loved you so.

So many questions flood our minds,
"What if, and why and how?"
If we had done things differntly
would you be with us now?

I dont know what the lesson was,
that you were sent here to learn,
but now your purpose is fulfilled
its time for you to go,

When I hear the phone ring,
I expect to hear you say,
"Alright ma what you doing can I stay out later today/"

No fear or pain can touch you,
But the love you left behind is with us forever more

You would be 18 now, and 4 years have passed, but the pain is still as bad. I can still picture you
coming in the door, smiling, singing. We would be out in the car, and a song would come onto the
radio, that you liked, and I'd have to drive around while you listened to it. I must have wasted so
much petrol. The time in Scotland when you entered a talent show, singing a Shania Twain song, i
was so proud people were saying 'is that your daughter she's brilliant' I nearly cried with pride.

I love you Vicky and always will, I miss you so much I cant put it into words, love mum x x xx x