| Location | Winsford Cheshire |
| Age | 14 years |
| Date of Birth | 07/06/1990 |
| Date of Death | 13/06/2004 |
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How do I? I still dont know how, but i do no that i will never stop loving you and will cry every day until we are together again. I love you Vicky, always did and always will, you were one of the good things, along with James that I had in my life.
The day Vicky was born, I remember the midwife saying 'this ones been here before' She never cried just looked around as if she was taking it all in. She showed her personality as soon as she took her first breath. People would stop to look at her and say what a beautiful baby she was. She grew into a beautiful young girl.
She was so close to her grandparents, they were like her parents along with me. Her brother James was so close to his little sister. She always enjoyed life, to her life was having fun, and she got so angry if she thought anybody was getting in the way.
At school she was really bright, and I feel eventually she would have got good qualifications, and a decent life. She had a dog called Charlie, who she loved, even if the novelty of taking him for a walk wore off, and I ended up taking over the dog walking. I did get fit though, so she did me a favour really.
Vicky passed away suddenly 1 week after her 14th birthday. Nobody will ever truly understand why she had to leave this way. Vicky was a beautiful young woman, very popular,she had the most gorgeous singing voice, which she spent her life doing, in between winding people up. She had the best sense of humour, and could imitate anybody she saw or met. Even if she was being cheeky, five minutes later she would have you crying with laughter, a real comedian. She could have been a master forger, as she could forge anybodies signature, and could remember numbers after hearing them just once.
Life for Vicky was all about having fun, and she loved a party, she could keep party going until the early hours as she never seemed to tire. But if you knew Vicky you knew the fun she was. I remember on holiday in spain, every one went to bed, and Vicky made me stay out with her. We had such fun, walking down the street singing, and holding hands. It was the early hours when we got in, and then we lay in bed laughing, it was a brilliant night, I will never forget it. But we had many brill nights, we were so close,
She has a brother James, who misses his little sister everyday. I'm sure she watches over him.
My life has changed completely now that she is gone, for she truly was my best friend, my nickname for her was mini me, as we were so alike.
She must of had the most untidy bedroom in winsford. she could change clothes 5 or 6 times a day, the washing was never ending, god I miss that washing.
Its hard to see her friends growing up, getting jobs, and babies, I often wonder what vicky would have done when she left school. When she was younger she said she was going to join the army and drive a tank, I wonder if she would have.
I know all of vics friends miss her, not as much as I do, I feel I just go through the motions of life until the day we are reunited. Vicky's grandparents have also been affected by this tragedy.
She was my darling daughter, and the best friend ever, I will love you until the end of time. Loves hugs, and kisses mum x x x x x x x
It seems like only yesterday,
i rocked you on my knee,
With dreams about the future and
what your were going to be.
You were so bright and happy
such a precious little girl,
you gave your love to everyone,
And filled our hearts with joy.
Strangers would admire you
And stop to say "hello"
Such a precious little girl,
"She'll break a lot of hearts you know", they said
"in twenty years or so".
But less than twenty years from then,
what they said came true,
As we were forced against our hearts to say goodbye to you,
A life so short and so unfilled,
With so much left to go,
"Why oh why?" we ask ourselves,
when we all loved you so.
So many questions flood our minds,
"What if, and why and how?"
If we had done things differntly
would you be with us now?
I dont know what the lesson was,
that you were sent here to learn,
but now your purpose is fulfilled
its time for you to go,
When I hear the phone ring,
I expect to hear you say,
"Alright ma what you doing can I stay out later today/"
No fear or pain can touch you,
But the love you left behind is with us forever more
You would be 18 now, and 4 years have passed, but the pain is still as bad. I can still picture you coming in the door, smiling, singing. We would be out in the car, and a song would come onto the radio, that you liked, and I'd have to drive around while you listened to it. I must have wasted so much petrol. The time in Scotland when you entered a talent show, singing a Shania Twain song, i was so proud people were saying 'is that your daughter she's brilliant' I nearly cried with pride.
I love you Vicky and always will, I miss you so much I cant put it into words, love mum x x xx x
MERRY CHRISTMAS
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☆ At Christmas Time ☆
Remember they are still with us,
We see their faces every day,
When we raise our Christmas glasses,
They are not too far away.
Though they're not here in body,
Their spirit is still here,
And as long as we remember this,
They always will be near.
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♥ MERRY CHRISTMAS ღ ♥ღ MERRY CHRISTMAS ♥
...........Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
.....….Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
♥ MERRY CHRISTMAS ღ ♥ღ MERRY CHRISTMAS ♥
BIG HUGS VICTORIA
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⋱♰⋰ Angel Day ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Your Angel Day in Heaven ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Many tears will fall for you ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ You touched so many loving hearts ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ There’s so many missing you ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ As you now live in paradise ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Its Heaven up above stay ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Close to all your loved ⋱♰⋰
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⋱♰⋰ bigs hugs from me to you and your ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ family and friends that you miss you ever day ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ but in our hearts forever you will not be ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ forgoten you take care love from me ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Sylvie mommy of Samantha ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Belanger hugs and XXXX ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ bye for now good ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ night ⋱♰⋰
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Hi Vic, long time since I wrote to u, but the pain of lovin u and missin you is still the same. Have had a terrible few weeks and could have really done with having you here. I was nearly with you last week but obviously its not my time to join you!!!! Am trying to get my life back onto some sort of normality, but things keep knocking me back!!!! Wish I could go back 6 years, and find a way to keep you here, what I would give for just 5 minutes to hold you and tell you how much I love you, feel you see your beautiful face. You would be 20 in 2 weeks, what would you be doing now?????? Am lost and life is just not right I NEED YOU!!!! People say time is a healer, but thats just not true, I carried you for 9 months, gave birth to you, watched you fed you cared for you lived for you and James, you had 2 small operations, and I sat worried out of my mind, that you would be ok, and you were, but what was the point as your not here now, and your death was so pointless...... I love you so much, when I sleep, I have dreams where you come back to me, and then they turn into nightmares as you are taken away again, and I have to wake to a fresh grief. Vic if you can still see me, and hear me you must know what losing you has done to me. Love and miss you more each day. Mum x x
I stood by your bed last night, I came to have a peep.
I could see that you were crying, you found it hard to sleep.
I spoke to you softly as you brushed away a tear,
"Its me, I haven't left you, i'm well, I'm fine, I'm here."
I was close to you at breakfast, I watched you pour the tea,
you were thiking of the many times your hand reached out to me.
I was with you at the shops today, your arms were getting sore.
I longed to take your parcels, I wish I could do more.
I was with you at my grave today, you tend it with such care.
I want to reassure you, that I'm not lying there.
I walked with you towards the house, as you fumbled for your keys.
I gently put my hand on you, I smiled and said 'its me.'
You looked so very tired, and sank into a chair,
I tried so hard to let you know that I was standing there.
Its possible for me to be so near you every day.
To say to you with certainty, 'I never went away.'
You sat there very quietly, then smiled, I think you knew....
The day is over......I smile and watch you yawning.
and say goodnight, god bless, I'll see you in the morning.
And when the time is right for you to cross the brief devide
I;ll rush across to greet you and we'll stand side by side.
I have so many things to show you, there is so much for you to see.
Be patient, live your jouney out..... then come home to be with me.
Love you always mum x x x x
in the stillness of that evening I was very close to you.
Well Vic, u must be with your grandad now, bet he was glad to see you, and I hope you are having some fun together, like we all did when you and grandad were with us. The last 5 years without you have been worse than I could ever explain, do not think that anybody who has not lost somebody as special and loved as you would understand. Now grandad has joined you, can't wait till the day we are all together again.
Its nearly christmas, will try and make the best of it!!!! It will be hard tho. Anyway love, I love you and will always miss you, love mum. Give grandad a hug and kiss off me x x xx
Where do they go to?
Where do they go to, the people who leave?
Are they around us, in the cool evening breeze?
Do they still hear us, and watch us each day?
I'd like you to think of them with us that way.
Where do they go to, when no longer here?
I think that they stay with us, calming our fear
Loving us always, holding our hands
Walking beside us, on grass or on sand.
Where do they go to, well it's my belief
They watch us and help us to cope with our grief
They comfort and stay with us, through each of our days
Guiding us always through life's mortal maze.
KevF - 21st August 2007
Hiya Vic, am missing your really bad at the moment. Dont think it will ever stop, I never thought it would be possible to cry this much. Have been talking to your friends and they were telling me about some of the tricks you got upto, selling orange juice from the garden, selling home made magazines, and lots more, but even funnier people actually bought them. It made me laugh, then cry coz you should still be here with your mad ways. If you were still here as you should be, you would have been rich eventually.
I was thinking the other night, about the time you and Alisha said you were going to get a flat together when you were old enough, and i asked how you would live. Your answer was simple, Alisha can do the cleaning coz she's good at that, and you would live on macdonalds, and eat off paper plates so you wouldn't have to wash up. You were never really into house work, you were an untidy little thing, bit like me eh?
Anyway am going now as the tears are coming again, love you loads your still the best friend I have ever had, and always will be, I miss you so much, cant wait for the day I will be with you again, can't wait to give you a big hug, doubt if I'll ever be able to let go of you. See you soon love you loads mum x x x
A lovely daughter
I'm nearly at your resting place
And just as I get near,
I swear I hear your voice cry out
Look - I'm over here.
I've brought some lovely flowers
For you my lovely daughter,
I'll only be a minute now
I'll go and get some water.
As I walk across the grass
And place the flowers in the pot,
I say to god, forgive me
But I miss her such a lot.
They say that everything that's wished
Comes to those who wait,
I wish I could gather you in my arms
And run out of that gate.
Love you always Mum x x xx
I love you vic, miss you more an more as every mintute, day, month and year goes by. Forever in my heart angel, life isn't the same without you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Hiya Vic just a quick one to say I love you more than ever, still can't stop cryin and can't believe your not sat with me giving me cheek. Your my only precious daughter, and I will never love you any less. Think about you 24 hours 365 days a year. loads of love mum x x x
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